One day you’re texting me how much you miss me and that you just want to quit work and just stay at my house with me, and the next I’m lucky if I get to see you and I basically have to beg you to come over. What the fuck happened??? It was like someone flipped a switch in you and you’re a completely different person that what you were…to the point where even my mom notices? I’m so confused, I don’t know what’s going through your head and you’re scaring the shit out of me. I don’t know what to think, and I don’t know what to do. I’m so fucking lost right now. I’m hurting and I can’t ignore it. Talk to me. Fucking tell me what’s going on because I’m going insane.

Like a real one. the “i’ll pick you up at 8” all dressed up with flowers and super cliche. With the butterflies and shy smiles and everything. Idk. Lol. Like the ones in movies with picnics and going to a movie or a cute little diner. I only want it to be super cliche because I’ve just never been on a real date. Like ever. I have never been asked on a date… ); And it’s something I really want to experience because why the fuck not.